Put yourself in this situation.
You saw someone who caught your eyes and you try to know them better.
Bam! They are attached and you know that kind of okay, whatever feeling draining from somewhere in some part of your body.
Normally this kinda fizzle for a taken fish wun last long. Cause they are simply taken. Unless you are some fans of drama or wanna accumulate more bad karma. Please go ahead and disturb the peace in their life.
Soon. some years goes by. (Probably for not too long, but long enough)
You been through in and out of some bad episodes with some people who you thought were the “one”. Normally I ain trying to find the one. More of a chemistry feel. The “one” is simply too cliche and too overused. Like what my girl told me you never know until the end. The End means in term of ending in a blissful unison or in a fit of drama.
So nv name anyone the “one”. That’s always what I believe in. I prefer the term soulmate rather than the one. Haha..oh wells.
So one day, you guys met up. You smile. That fizzle wasn’t there. You need to admit that you have been through some shit to actually lit up for somebody new again. Nope. She’s not exactly new. But someone you once fizzle likes a soda pop for. The one who you want to know years back. You paused in the back of your mind. You tried to find words without sounding like an awkward penguin. But in the end, you manage to squeeze out something from your brain to start a bland conversation. So bland until she walked away. You decided that she might just want to say Hi for the sake of saying hi in a club. That’s what club is for. Saying hi to everyone you used to know. So you put away the thought of her in some part of your brain. But somehow her name is there floating in your brain.
Shucks. You tried to start a conversation with her on whatsapp. Soon, the feeling that you once know and familiarize with started to come back bits by bits building its way up like a lego blocks. Like old friends, you reminisce the past with her and try to find out how is she for this few years. Something hit you when you realized you have been actually waiting for her texts and lit up when her name popped up.
I guess that’s how I fell for her. Slowly and all at once.